The Special U assessment that I took on 10/15 was one of the
most challenging environments I have ever been in. It was modeled after the
typical workday of a Vice President for college book sales for a publishing
company. Assuming this role, I had to make a sales pitch, a speech, and
participate in a group meeting to discuss hiring a new CEO. As if that wasn’t
enough, I had to answer a stack of time-sensitive emails during my other
assignments. Although the activity was strenuous, once it was finished I
realized that it was actually kind of fun to challenge myself in a mock
business model way.
Before
participating in the assessment center I filled out a self-assessment of my
skills that were tested throughout my performance. It turns out I didn’t know
myself as well as I thought I did. This picture shows my first assessment
center evaluation by skill dimension, many of which were way different than my
predictions. Overall my skill scores were very low with the exception of teamwork,
which I scored in the 90th percentile. For all other skills I
greatly overestimated myself. The skill I need to improve on the most is
organizing, which I scored in the 23rd percentile for. It’s
upsetting to me that I’m not as organized as I think I am, because this was the
skill I rated myself the highest for. I think my poor response rate to the
in-basket had a lot to do with my low organization score. What I can do to
improve this is prioritize the things I need to do in order of more important to
least important.
In the second evaluation, my performance by activity said
that my best performance was on the persuasive presentation, for which I scored
in the 80th percentile, and my worst performance was the in-basket
for which I scored in the 27th percentile. I think this is because I
spent so much time on making my persuasive speech and sales pitch good that I
didn’t put much importance on the in-basket. What I should have done was evenly
distribute my time between tasks instead of doing well and completely bombing
one of them. I am surprised that I didn’t do better on the CEO selection
meeting because that was what I actually had the most fun on and felt like I
assumed a leadership position.
I created a chart to summarize my feedback and focus on my
development. I feel like I’m ready to make changes because this is the first
time I can actually see what I need to improve on paper. Before, I knew I had
weaknesses but they weren’t explicitly communicated to me so I tended to just
banish them into my subconscious mind and pretend they weren’t there. The Special
U assessment results can’t be ignored.
Last but not least, I chose one of my unknown problem areas
to develop a comprehensive development plan. By following this, I will be an
immensely better public speaker. In the end I’m glad I got to experience the
Special U assessment because I wouldn’t have been able to come up with these
strengths and weaknesses on my own. Although it gave me lower scores, it was
probably better to go into the assessment blind rather than preparing for it,
because this shows our true abilities without priming. Now we know what we
truly need to work on for next time.
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